
He was just so fussy (and really, I couldn't blame him) while I was trying to cook dinner that we finally decided to backpack him. He was interested in the boiling pasta, moderately tolerant of the spam (I know, I know...as person obsessed with fresh food, and healthy eating, I should not broadcast my secret love affair with spam on the internet) but advertised his displeasure when it came to the velveeta. (Don't judge me!) He did like my ponytail though.
After dinner (his was organic, from a jar) we tried to keep him awake the extra half an hour for his nebulizer treatment. He was in full meltdown mode, exhausted after a day of hacking in spite of a good nap in the middle of the afternoon. Although we were told that we could nebulize him in his sleep, the sound of the machine always wakes him up. It seemed cruel to put him down only to jolt him awake half an hour later. I didn't see a good outcome for that scenario. Instead, I called Joanna to make sure that nebulizing him half an hour earlier wouldn't kill him (it didn't) and we did that. By the time we got halfway through the treatment his cries had become high-pitched whimpers as the tears poured down his sad little face. A minute later he fell asleep from sheer exhaustion, noisy machine not withstanding.

You can see the tear track still drying on his cheek and how sweaty his little head is from the effort it takes to cry with clogged lungs. Is there anything sadder than a sick baby?